Tuesday, June 27, 2006

I Love Myself I Want You To Love Me




After reading a list of signs about Narcissistic personality disorder I’m scared that it seems I have 6 out 9 criteria.


What is NPD?

By Dr Sam Vaknin
An all-pervasive pattern of grandiosity (in fantasy or behaviour), need for admiration or adulation and lack of empathy,usually beginning by early adulthood and present in various contexts. Five (or more) of the following criteria must be met:

1. Feels grandiose and self-importance (e.g., exaggerates achievements and talents to the point of lying, demands to be recognized as superior without commensurate achievements)

2. Is obsessed with fantasies of unlimited success, fame, fearsome power or omnipotence, unequalled brilliance (the cerebral narcissist), bodily beauty or sexual performance (the somatic narcissist), or ideal, everlasting

3. Firmly convinced that he or she is unique and, being special, can only be understood by, should only be treated by, or associate with, other special or unique, or high-status people (or institutions)

4. Requires excessive admiration, adulation, attention and affirmation - or, failing that, wishes to be feared and to be notorious (narcissistic supply).

5. Feels entitled. Expects unreasonable or special and favourable priority treatment. Demands automatic and full compliance with his or her expectations

6. Is "interpersonally exploitative", i.e., uses others to achieve his or her own ends

7. Devoid of empathy. Is unable or unwilling to identify with or acknowledge the feelings and needs of others

8. Constantly envious of others or believes that they feel the same about him or her

9. Arrogant, haughty behaviours or attitudes coupled with rage when frustrated, contradicted, or confronted.

So I decided to take the NPA test here.

And here’s what the result

The Narcissistic type (N)
He would convey the impression that "I will be the greatest, the most glorious and the most beautiful, and in fact I think that I already am!" He is self-admiring. He has great ambitions with regard to future accomplishments, but does not recognize his limitations. His eyes are set more toward himself and toward the limelight of recognition to be attained in the future than toward the actual tasks with which he must deal. His voice is soothing and clear, and may be directed toward the horizon where all can hear it. His pride is also invested in the beauty of his physical body when in the presence of others. With his not so subtle body postures, mannerisms, and self-congratulatory laughter, he flaunts himself.

Lacking perfectionist qualities, he may have difficulties in organizing himself. He lacks persistence or staying power. Perfectionism by careful repetitive action is alien to him. He has no aggressive-vindictive qualities, does not "play the game" of dominance and submission and does not become involved in the dependency of subjugation. He does not split his personality to a subdued state. He cannot be incited into an aggressive-vindictive rage.

He cannot tolerate any serious criticism of his qualities, or interference in his ambition to attain the limelight. When frustrated he may, on the one hand, be incited into the narcissistic rage of defense and withdrawal, or on the other hand, he may undergo a depression to an abject state of hopelessness.

Ouch! Sometimes it’s really hurt when you find something true about yourself.



Friday, June 09, 2006

Retro Hotness

When Janice Dickinson told the world that she had a passionate affair with Dolph Lundgren and Grace Jones one time. A lot of people found it a little bit disturbing, well if you look at them now I wont probably blame them. But if you consider how hot they were during the 80’s then they would probably die from envy.

Janice Dickinson was a hot supermodel during the 70’s and 80’s and Grace Jones was a walking sex during that time. Well as for Dolph Lundgren, he was the epitome 80’s blond hunk. I remember when I was a kid how I secretly drooled over him as Ivan Drago in Rocky V and how many times I dragged my mom, sister, aunts, uncles, god parents to the theatre so I could watch “He-Man Master of Universe” for a 100 times.